you say you love me but your actions, your actions give no evidence of showing me that. I have given you time to change your ways, yet nothing… honestly i don’t see this working out unless something dramatically changes. Ive gotten to the point where im just going to act like you, im not going to text you because i dont want to wait hours for a reply, i shouldn’t have to. the only time we talk is when were together. when were not, well we dont talk.. so lets be fair, when you go to london and what not, its not going to work is it, you say you see a chance for us in the future, i wish i could, but if its going to be like this, then im not going to put myself through that. No text from you today or anything because you’re at a party, obviously that is more important than sending me one text or anything, and no i will not text you first because i dont want to ruin your fun. I really dont know how this is going to work if im honest. i just wanna feel that little bit special and loved, to be honest, i dont care if its not from you anymore, just anyone?